:pool of thoughts:

[chicks]
5 baby chickens were born throughout the course of
170104 midnight and 180104 afternoon.. they're ADORABLE!! =)
heheh.. i even assisted the last birth cuz the chick was
somehow chirping inside but did not have the balls to
crack the walls around it.. maybe it just wasn't his time
to come out, but i helped him anyway =p i might put
some photos on my website.. go check it out! the link's
up there, to the right. go on, don't be shy.. heheh.. =p

[nightmares]
just had a nightmare this morning.. gosh.. check my website
for a review on that.. what an adrenaline rush! =) i just
loooooove nightmares!!

[puncak]
im finally going to puncak with my friends.. yay!! can't wait
for friday ne!! also, tonight is chinese new year's eve..
cut all the bullshit, this simply means, in this couple of days,
i'll be damn richer! =) as if i care about the whole new year
concept, to have a prosperous year ahead and all that shit,
i just want money, money, money, money!! =)

chao, bbL~

"why, this car is AUTOMATIC,
it's SYSTEMATIC,
it's HY~DROMATIC,
why, it's GREASED LIGHTNING!!"

[westlife - greased lightning]

those are the opening lines from westlife's remake of greased lightning,
the song that must definitely have originated from the movie grease (1978), though
im not a big fan of the movie myself (they [westlife] are, though.. sheesh, can't blame
me, i wasn't even born yet when that movie was released!!)..

anyway, what i wanna tell u is this: a good few months ago, i had one of
those 'westlife's-concert' dreams (damn those guys! they haven't been anywhere
near indonesia or australia for the last couple of years!! =p). in that dream,
i saw them coming out on stage on a car, only i couldn't figure out what they
were singing..

strange thing is, just a few moments ago, i was downloading this clip of westlife
singing greased lightning in this studio thing, and they
were on a similar car, just like the one in my dream! now how heavy is that?

the show was aired on 181003, so it could've been the night when i had that
exact dream! could my metaphysical body (whatever u call that thing) have flown
to UK to see that show? wow, i can't believe it.. im so freakin' GAY! =p

o yea, didn't mean to support piracy by downloading music off the net, but who
cares anyway right? heheh.. =)

blah, nuff talkin'.. bbL~

i'd just like to say, i despise uni life!! i say people, go take what u think is
right for you, don't ever give a damn about the future. cuz that's what i didn't do,
and that's what i regret so much..

also, now, everyday, im haunted by this extraordinary feeling of anxiety..
i really, really, REALLY don't wanna go to sydney.. why do i have to go??
='( thinking of it hurts my head so much.. im bleeding inside..

yet another holiday wasted.. i don't blog much, don't do anything much..
just waiting till regret consumes my life.. let it be, i hate my life anyway..

do i sound desperate? well i am.. bbL~

it's new year already.. im gettin older, life's not gettin any easier..
why the hell would any damn one wanna celebrate new year anyway?? shit..
hmm.. why do i sound so pathetic and grumpy? is it because of the fact that
my holiday's gonna be over soon? or is it because im gonna spend another
4 long, worse-than-hell months in sydney? or both? argh.. curse this life!! =(

celebrated new year in puncak.. fireworks everywhere, so damn cool..
wish i'd brought me handycam with me.. oh well.. =p

btw, my site's up now.. it's called earworm.. wanna know why? go visit it,
the link's up there.. see ya!! teehee.. =) it's not all done though..

bbL~