:pool of thoughts:

if they say revenge is a dish best served cold, then
i guess blogging is a dish best served pipin' hot!
well.. yea, and so are most of the meals around the world..

anyways, i was in my bed just now, getting ready to
sleep, when my mum suddenly called. it went something
like this:

mum: where are you?
ryan: home..
[conversation went on about some stupid email..]
ryan: i sent it this afternoon
mum: where from? uni?
ryan: no, friend's house. anyway, he was supposed to yada-yada-yada..
mum: so where are you now? home or friend's house?
ryan: [peeved]

my point is, i really hate it when people accuse me of doing
something i didn't do, even though i usually do it all the
time. even worse, i hate it not only when people accuse me,
but even if they are only hinting at accusing me. like
tonight's case. she totally ruined my mood and the whole
conversation went just a little bit further and then it ended.
she didn't know i was peeved though. not until i sms-ed her
and complained. point not so well taken. we sorta
argued although not orally. [my favourite type of argument btw] =)

but yea anyway, i told her i didn't like her tone when she
re-asked that question, as if she was accusing me of staying
at my friend's. she said if i didn't want her to ask me where
i was anymore, that's fine. oh, the sarcasm in that sentence!!
i argued that it wasn't that i didn't like her asking stuff,
it was the tone that i didn't quite agree. i told her i couldn't
just shut up if i felt accused, that i should speak up, which
was why i asked her why she had to ask that question again.

and now she's making me feel bad cuz she says she did
that only cuz she was worried of her kids, how she always
prays for our safety, etc.. sigh.. parents! never fail
to make you feel bad, man..

anyways i know she meant good.. i'm just saying that i'm
kinda piqued by the accusations.. it's probably just me
who's just too sensitive, but it's me. live with it.

and so here i am, blogging about it, wondering if i'll ever
turn out to be a parent who's just like her. by that time,
it'll be funny to go back to this pool of thoughts and read
this post.. heheh.. =)

bbL~

bigbrother mode --- nomination-night style

i'd like to nominate my genetics tutorial classmates
for 2 points, most of them at least.. why? because today
i had this presentation, and i basically fucked it up..
and those people, THOSE HORRIBLE PEOPLE!! they gave me
sucky marks!! 6.5/10.. 7/10.. boohoooooo!! *cries so hard*
i was so kind to them, even the ugly ones got like 7.5 or
even 8 if i was being really kind! iick!

how does this affect my time in the house? well of course
it friggin affects me! i HATE genetics, boohoooooo!!
*cries so hard again* i've made this really really nice
powerpoint.. i got these really really funny jokes in it..
but what did i get? 6.5/10?!!!!! BOOOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!

so yea anyway, i guess it was largely my mistake cuz i didn't
practice at all for the presentation.. heheh.. but i didn't
cuz i had this food quiz.. a-ha! that darned food lecturer!
i'd like to nominate her for 1 point please! why? because
today i had this presentation.. [fades out]

sigh.. bbL~

i should mention that starting from the 180804 post, i don't
need to use BT:JT+xx anymore because i can now freely customise
my blog time according to whatever time it is at the moment,
whereas back then we could only use a certain timezone [i.e.
jakarta time for me].. so yea, blogspot's a lot more cool now! =)

bbL~

so anyway.. my life nowadays are so filled with food dilemma.. mainly because
i've been wasting so much money on them! right now i'm trying to save up some
money by buying stuff and cooking them at home. like chicken and 'chicken tonite'.
it's not that they're bad or anything, i'm not complaining.. it's just that i'd prefer
chikyuya's karaage, sushi train, or wooree bbQ's chilli chicken to creamy chicken with
mushroom à la chicken tonite in a heartbeat!!

there's always the option of eating indomie [pictured below], but really, they're
toxic to our body in that the preservatives used are the same stuff they use to
preserve corpses, if i'm not mistaken.. so yea, i'd rather not eat anything.. btw,
i made that card below, although the credit for the catchphrase would have to go
to my sis julie.. =)

totEm: never sleep on an empty stomach.. why? cuz it just doesn't feel nice =p



bbL~

i'm just blogging to inform that i've got the biggest headache right now..
friggin' genetics presentation! God, when will i be free of these ugly,
disgusting stuff? hhh.. oh well..

bbL~

it takes a leap of faith to start blogging again.. maybe not.
maybe it just takes a really boring moment in my life, but then again, maybe not.
maybe it just takes a really stressful moment full of uni stuff, but..

u know what, im just gonna stop that crap. heheh.. anyways,
again i apologise for the lack of update.. i've been wanting to do a
facelift to this blog, but i never have.. what? that's right, the TIME..
amazing what lame reasons one can come up with.. *sigh*

i've been regretting my decision of doing a bachelor degree in science
lately [haven't u noticed??].. i mean, there is exactly no subject that
i look forward to each time a new semester begins.. what's the point of
studying then? my sis once said that she enjoyed uni because there were
stuff that she could look forward to. true, if i had chosen what i enjoyed
[multimedia design], i might not get a good job. hang on, is that even true?
i went back home last winter holiday for 3 weeks, and right at the end
of that holiday, my best friend graduated with a diploma in.. uhh..
something to do with multimedia design =p and guess what? he's already
got at least a job now, if i'm not mistaken.. and one of my lecturers once said that
if you were looking to make a fortune, never do science. the scientific world
is filled with curious ppl who always question the way the world functions..
i'm not one of them. well, to some extent, i may have questioned some stuff,
but probably just as much as the next guy. i don't have the 'science gene' in me.

bottom line, what i meant by this post is that i'd feel so much better doing what
i love, multimedia designing, than blindly follow people's bogus advice to
secure a 'guaranteed future' by taking science. however, i'll give science the
benefit of the doubt though.. cuz i haven't graduated anyways. who knows, science
might actually bear enjoyable, nicely-paid jobs in the future. who knows..

so why, i ask u, did i take science? maybe it takes a leap of faith to answer that.

[yes, another pointless post of mine.. stop reading if you've had enough me =p]

bbL~